bluntness of love.

circle by circle like the rounds of life,
we'll catch up each day but stay up all night.
a universal emotion that now one person found,
some too ignorant to communicate with it.
few search high,seeking far beyond their reach
while a friend sits close waiting to speak.
"oh i'll pick up on this today, all the new turns i never took,
i'll pretent in front of him that im content with these looks."
while taking stage and feeling on the character we play
we are merely breaking knees in front of love itself.
while hes out i wont call i'll pull 'till he falls, atleast than i can show i'd catch him.
to reassure you want more beyond this point we have crossed would only beto ask for too much.
so we'll keep to ourselves because we're here everyday and you're thinking the same thought in my brain..
untill only then i'll give in like i always do because im more insecure your feelings have changed.
but if i switch up my style and forget to give in first this time..
will your insecurities speak as loud as your actions and make you ask about mine?
in the begining we both feel the feelings that exist because theyre a new emotion added to our queue
you dont need to wait for me to call and i didnt run in circles around you..
once we get settled we become imune,start to adopt and eventually it loses strength
we expect it there,and the amounts desired increase, always more divided by the length.
so where will we be in four years?
can we find a routine middleground to where as we both amount to what each expects from on another?

if you can keep a secret..?
i promise to only cry under covers.