ambitiouslove.

there are not many words to use for a description of this flame that burns within my chest
only tears.
happy and sad.
but from this i will grow strong, my heart will beat hard and i will conquer each goal ive stored in me.
Noone recognizes this me, the one who has finally spoken to herself.
the one that finds her flaws and believes they make her beautiful.
the girl who has suddenly intimidated each girl in this room because she carries herself like the women they wish they could be.
the woman that she is growing to be.
remember when you fell in love with her potential?
how you were so charmed by her ambition?
the way your stomach felt after making love to each intelectual thought within her brain..?
i do.
she remembers you told her to follow her dreams, and she has.
she's fell in love, with you, with herself, with the idea of love she has fallen in love with life
and the opportunities she has crossed she has fallen in love,finally.
really in love.
she speaks of ideas, the ones trapped in her mind, the ideas she wishes to bring alive
and she loves them,the idea of them being shared.
she loves the fact that the you she still loves actually cares.
and she cares.
maybe too much but she doesn't fear to keep her love.
i love you, and this healing ive taught myself.
you have taught me many things, but have showed me its okay to be imperfectly me
beautiful me.
i am beautiful, i am an artist, i will paint these smiles permanent.
i can draw my eyes to shine brighter than all of new yorks city lights,but i will stick to the blueprints.
i can erase with my pencil each line out of place, but i would only be ruining an already flawless face.
i can shade around the hips and thighs, but until i close my eyes i see that i am quite alright with who it is that lies inside.
but the artist is a writer and she writes words around her pictures, she models for her love scripture
but she knows never to give up.
she uses useless words to add some flare, with a story that will leave you froze.
biological readings make you think there is a part of her you could actually know.
keep reading there is much you dont
i remember you fell in love with this ambitious girl,
but please always love ambitious me.