opportunity within a dream.

"She has dreamt of a love so pure, that the leaves upon the trees would cringe with the thought of within.
&she has strived to find that imperfectly perfect person to bring her these leaves and set them around her feet with the intentions of loving more than he speaks. To love and to be loved, to cherish and to hold only on night she may find herself scared to be alone, she dreams and she follows them until she has loved you with all of the love that exist inside of her."

this is no fairy tale of a love so pure, of a prince slaying a beast
but in their own world, inside their beautiful minds it can be whatever they need it to be..

He had always caught her eye,and her attention span had always been thin
but what she didn't know is that without loving herself, and accepting her past
she would only have energy to love the idea of loving him.
She would pucker up her lips, and rest her hand on her hips
as he'd glide through the room so suave.
She'd find herself replacing her current lover with his face under covers
because he gave off an energy she wanted to love.
time passed as she fought off her demons and he moved towards his dreams far away
without seeing his face,hearing his voice, she replaced him with goals to find her true self one day.
she laughed,she smiled,she cried,she prayed but her ways and fantasies still cluttered her brain
he lived,he journeyed,he'd dream of her smile, but found himself falling in love with his space.
searching for reason,seeking her truth she'd show off her "perfect" ways
he found himself captured by her "imperfect" words and he took ignition and he prayed.
by august they'd found themselves intertwined within each others mind laying under the lit skies that they still remember today, as he found his perfect lover and she dreamt of no other while tangled under covers with her perfect escape.
her friends would questions her love for him, this perfect stranger that she had placed in her heart.
they seen the light around them,the hard times they conquered but they couldn't see them love in the dark.
the tunnels they traveled, the blind spots the ceased, the goals they had always set for themselves
now grew to one another, they fed off each other and planned a secret plan in itself.
only they knew what they're love could take, what they're hopes could break, how far they were willing to go
they had each other, she still dreamt of no other, but she didn't see him falling alone.
she thinks back to the days they played in the hot sand along the beaches that washed they're pasts,
pictures still fading,memories were taken but she had always had these plans that they'd planned.
her immortal lovers days were almost over,but she kept beside him and loved him with all that she ever had,
until she had no more.
he loved her, but he couldn't remember who he  had been before.
losing himself was harder for him than losing him had ever been for her.
but she loved him until she could love no more.
until she had no love left where it was stored.
losing herself in this mixture of thoughts and doubting they'd make it brought her down some more,
she tried and she cried and she tossed while he turned but he came back to get her because he needed her support.
nothing and no one would ever understand the love that they stored within
no fairytale books, no queens and old folks had heard of a love that made the trees leaves cringe..
but they made they're plans written in stone.
they had no intentions of ceasing them alone.
they loved and they fought and needed no ones support for each other love was enough
they live inside of me, and inside of the man i still see beside me each night i'm alone.
with no ones help, with no ones approval, with no one standing here to my defense,
he loves me as imperfectly as i know that he possibly can,
and that's enough to cease these dreams that we'd planned.