opportunity within a dream.

"She has dreamt of a love so pure, that the leaves upon the trees would cringe with the thought of within.
&she has strived to find that imperfectly perfect person to bring her these leaves and set them around her feet with the intentions of loving more than he speaks. To love and to be loved, to cherish and to hold only on night she may find herself scared to be alone, she dreams and she follows them until she has loved you with all of the love that exist inside of her."

this is no fairy tale of a love so pure, of a prince slaying a beast
but in their own world, inside their beautiful minds it can be whatever they need it to be..

He had always caught her eye,and her attention span had always been thin
but what she didn't know is that without loving herself, and accepting her past
she would only have energy to love the idea of loving him.
She would pucker up her lips, and rest her hand on her hips
as he'd glide through the room so suave.
She'd find herself replacing her current lover with his face under covers
because he gave off an energy she wanted to love.
time passed as she fought off her demons and he moved towards his dreams far away
without seeing his face,hearing his voice, she replaced him with goals to find her true self one day.
she laughed,she smiled,she cried,she prayed but her ways and fantasies still cluttered her brain
he lived,he journeyed,he'd dream of her smile, but found himself falling in love with his space.
searching for reason,seeking her truth she'd show off her "perfect" ways
he found himself captured by her "imperfect" words and he took ignition and he prayed.
by august they'd found themselves intertwined within each others mind laying under the lit skies that they still remember today, as he found his perfect lover and she dreamt of no other while tangled under covers with her perfect escape.
her friends would questions her love for him, this perfect stranger that she had placed in her heart.
they seen the light around them,the hard times they conquered but they couldn't see them love in the dark.
the tunnels they traveled, the blind spots the ceased, the goals they had always set for themselves
now grew to one another, they fed off each other and planned a secret plan in itself.
only they knew what they're love could take, what they're hopes could break, how far they were willing to go
they had each other, she still dreamt of no other, but she didn't see him falling alone.
she thinks back to the days they played in the hot sand along the beaches that washed they're pasts,
pictures still fading,memories were taken but she had always had these plans that they'd planned.
her immortal lovers days were almost over,but she kept beside him and loved him with all that she ever had,
until she had no more.
he loved her, but he couldn't remember who he  had been before.
losing himself was harder for him than losing him had ever been for her.
but she loved him until she could love no more.
until she had no love left where it was stored.
losing herself in this mixture of thoughts and doubting they'd make it brought her down some more,
she tried and she cried and she tossed while he turned but he came back to get her because he needed her support.
nothing and no one would ever understand the love that they stored within
no fairytale books, no queens and old folks had heard of a love that made the trees leaves cringe..
but they made they're plans written in stone.
they had no intentions of ceasing them alone.
they loved and they fought and needed no ones support for each other love was enough
they live inside of me, and inside of the man i still see beside me each night i'm alone.
with no ones help, with no ones approval, with no one standing here to my defense,
he loves me as imperfectly as i know that he possibly can,
and that's enough to cease these dreams that we'd planned.

your love makes me feel/music (written to lights please by sosincereproductions)

:19

you are all i see

your love got me feeling like..

got me feeling like

chorus:27-----

one loop.

-promise,you will love me

loops out.

i never thought i would feel so right

you got me up all hours of the night

your hands,your lips,your touchin on my thighs

i hope this feeling isnt just in my mind

now i know you are all i need

you're touch got me feeling like

chorus at 1:15

one loop--

promise you'll never leave.

loops out.

inseperable, i love our late night talks

and they aint gotta know bout our late night walks

swear to keep your secrets locked in this box

cross my heart, i want no one besides my love

you are the better part of me

you're heart got mine feeling like

got mine feeling..

one loop--

my baby,always with me

loops out..

my baby--fade

now i know its only you that i need

youre touch,your love, your heart sets mine free

and i promise baby that i will never leave

i will never leave

you still got me feeling like

my baby---

live free/song/music (written to vast entity by sosincereproductions)

:15
memories come back as i walk down this street
gazing to that park yeah not much has changed
i can just see us swinging high on those swings
i never remember feeling more free

:39
now look us tripping over love,drugs,and money
it really makes you smile,damn aint life funny?

chorus at :48
we had no worries now were worried bout this dose
of political junkies,dolla bills and smokes
got the wrong priorities ,we forget to breathe
am i the only one who really sees these things?

1:07
that one time i fell from those monkey bars it left a nice scar
but what hurts worse a scab or not seeing who you are?
running through the fire hydrant,double dutch in the street..
now all we count are these days,these nights and money.

1:27
what ever happened to living life with no regrets?
ever since our cerfew has changed so have our problems.

chorus at 1:36

we had no worries now were worried bout this dose
of political junkies,dolla bills and smokes
got the wrong priorities we're forgetting to breathe
slow down and think about it, let yourself see..

2:04
walking down this street,see my name carved in the tree
think back to the days when life was really free

2:34
chorus2x
dont you wanna live free?
fade out

ambitiouslove.

there are not many words to use for a description of this flame that burns within my chest
only tears.
happy and sad.
but from this i will grow strong, my heart will beat hard and i will conquer each goal ive stored in me.
Noone recognizes this me, the one who has finally spoken to herself.
the one that finds her flaws and believes they make her beautiful.
the girl who has suddenly intimidated each girl in this room because she carries herself like the women they wish they could be.
the woman that she is growing to be.
remember when you fell in love with her potential?
how you were so charmed by her ambition?
the way your stomach felt after making love to each intelectual thought within her brain..?
i do.
she remembers you told her to follow her dreams, and she has.
she's fell in love, with you, with herself, with the idea of love she has fallen in love with life
and the opportunities she has crossed she has fallen in love,finally.
really in love.
she speaks of ideas, the ones trapped in her mind, the ideas she wishes to bring alive
and she loves them,the idea of them being shared.
she loves the fact that the you she still loves actually cares.
and she cares.
maybe too much but she doesn't fear to keep her love.
i love you, and this healing ive taught myself.
you have taught me many things, but have showed me its okay to be imperfectly me
beautiful me.
i am beautiful, i am an artist, i will paint these smiles permanent.
i can draw my eyes to shine brighter than all of new yorks city lights,but i will stick to the blueprints.
i can erase with my pencil each line out of place, but i would only be ruining an already flawless face.
i can shade around the hips and thighs, but until i close my eyes i see that i am quite alright with who it is that lies inside.
but the artist is a writer and she writes words around her pictures, she models for her love scripture
but she knows never to give up.
she uses useless words to add some flare, with a story that will leave you froze.
biological readings make you think there is a part of her you could actually know.
keep reading there is much you dont
i remember you fell in love with this ambitious girl,
but please always love ambitious me.