dial.

i hate that bitch that tells me you cant answer the phone.
my heart breaks everytime i hear the tone.
&i will never leave a message.
i refuse.
you should already know what i expect of you.
answer me please, im losing myself.
all i want is someone to talk to.
im not calling to nag, to bitch, or catch you
i thought you were my best friend.
the one who knows me best?
than you should know the burn that sizzles in my chest.
the sting, everytime i pick out these weapons,
that i want to hurt.
i feel numb, and i need you.
and after all weve been through
you would think youd be first to know that.
when we talk now its quick
youre busy with your life, and im here begging for your time.
how pathetic.
how sad, im lonely, because you used spend all your time with me.
i was number one, the highest priority.
now please tell me what i am?
im sitting here lost in a memory
drowning myself in my misery, alone.
because everytime i call you cant answer the phone.
and i replay in my head, that obnoxious dial tone.
ring,ring, im sorry but the person you are trying to reach
no longer has time to DEAL with you.
press one to leave a numeric page,
otherwise leave a message that he'll never listen to.
i REFUSE.
where are you my love?
when i really need you?
ah, if you only knew.


....click.